What used to be given to God for worship became stressful, fast paced, and overwhelming.
I had this pain of overwhelmingness that i am turning 30 and haven’t been successful as a writer yet, haven’t had my break.
Then i realized that the last couple years God has been melting away the things I find identity in and the last thing that I have been holding to is my writing. God has been focusing on bringing me to a point of intimacy with him and I want to go deeper in him. I am still going to write since that is my hearts cry, but I want it to be rooted in him first and write out of my abundance.
I feel this next season is to focus on worship and intimacy with him. about seeking his face and sacrificing to him the writing and the success that i am seeking. I need to focus on letting Him into my life. I want my writing to be an outpouring of my intimacy with the father.
I sacrifice my time to you father, my gift to you, and my heart to you.